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Man I'm pooped...

Thu Jul 9, 2009, 5:09 AM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: look
  • Reading: up
  • Watching: at
  • Playing: the
  • Eating: emoticon
  • Drinking: tis ville valo
sorry for the like, back to back depressing journals everyone :S

but i just seriously got back from a serious 2 hour crying binge....
my sinuses are probbaly totally cleared man because i just let EVERYTHING flow out haha

I miss Bucky... so much
I held in a lot of emotions for about a month or two, which is the longest i've gone but couldn't hold it in anymore so I just erupted, alone in my room, at 3 in the morning...

how effing depressing is that?!

I feel stupid about it now

but still
It just sucks
I miss him so much

I don't understand why he to just...go
He didn't deserve it at all
Just one more year atleast
just a year longer to be with me would be all i would ask for
to wait till i finished high school would be to much
but just one more year....

I just remember the night before everything happening I held him so damn tight
it wasn't a for sure thing that he had cancer
but I held him so tight, becuase i just knew
I could see him weakening

but now i wish I held him tighter
I just want him back so bad

sorry again for the depressing-ness....

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My name is Teisha
obviously eh?
why else would that be a part of my deviant name...
to bad it ain't also heartagram
cause that would be an awesome coincedence

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: ur moms house
  • Interests: HIM, Tarja, Music, drums, writing, drawing
  • Favourite movie: Anything with jay and silent bob
  • Favourite band or musician: i don't know just ask me
  • Favourite genre of music: Love Metal
  • Favourite artist: Ashley Wood... fricken amazing artist
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Ville Valo
  • Favourite photographer: Gayden Sheppard
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod touch
  • Shell of choice: OMG, I'M TRAPPED IN A NUT SHELL
  • Skin of choice: Smmoooooth
  • Favourite game: fatal frame, final fantasy's, metal gear solid's
  • Favourite cartoon character: Simba, balto
  • Personal Quote: smoking kills, but only love can break you heart ~ville valo

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~heartagram-teisha:iconheartagram-teisha: Jul 4, 2009, 1:07:36 PM
heeeey thanks! :blowkiss: and for the watch as well :)

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*~ :heart: I love you Bucky, I'll miss you always :heart: ~*
Mood: Happy ~kendra-jean16:iconkendra-jean16: Jul 5, 2009, 2:32:01 AM
no problem :)
have a good week :dance:
~Ursula-Decay:iconUrsula-Decay: May 24, 2009, 8:53:01 AM
thanks for thee fav hun ^u^<3

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Eternally my soul will rot<3
~SweetLepakko:iconSweetLepakko: May 13, 2009, 12:53:19 PM
Thank you so much for the fave :hug:

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:blackrose:"Of all untruths the truest is you too close to my heart" "I unlit the light to embrace the dark":blackrose:

-It can't rain all the time-
~Sydnz:iconSydnz: May 7, 2009, 6:17:53 PM
jeeez go online, i fiannyl am online for the longest time and u aint on. what am i to do?
bleh fine, ill wait a lil longer but if youre not on soon, im gonna go have a shower :P

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~Growing-up-artist:iconGrowing-up-artist: Apr 27, 2009, 6:19:05 PM
Thanks for the fave my love ♥♥♥

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No one should judge if its beautiful or not.
~tobimuffin:icontobimuffin: Apr 24, 2009, 5:26:19 PM
thanks for the fave! :)

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